Thursday, 16 June 2011

Goede vaart, Adieu


Paps, het is goed zo.
Ik zal je ontzettend missen, maar ben ook onbeschrijflijk blij met de laatste paar dagen die we met elkaar hebben gehad. Ik houd van je.
Goede vaart.

Leontine

Translation:
Your death did not come sudden, but bit by bit each day
All of the bits accompanied by a tear and by a smile
You said "I still want to, but my body is so tired"
And then, still so unexpected, the last bit found its way.

Tu n'es pas parti subitement, mais un petit peu chaque jour
Chaque peu accompagné d'une larme et d'un sourire
Tu as dit "Je veux toujours, mais mon corps est tellement fatigué"
Et puis, tout à fait inattendue, le dernier petit peu t'a trouvé.

Tuesday, 14 June 2011

Together we're invincible

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright

'Cause there's no one
Like you in the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind consumes
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe

And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be

And whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible, together we're invincible

During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible, together we're invincible




Saturday, 11 June 2011



There is one constant in life: everything changes.
There is one certainty in life: there are no certainties.
There is one thing certain when you are born: you will die.

Paradoxes? Perhaps.
Truths? Yes.



It may not be fair, but who ever said that life is fair?
It's life...

Tuesday, 7 June 2011

questions

Why oh why is it so easy to stand up for someone else, but so hard to stand up for yourself?

Why is it so easy to give advice to others, but so hard to follow that same advice yourself?

Why is it so easy to see the paths that others could follow, but impossible to find your own?

Why? Why not?

Does anyone know?


Thursday, 26 May 2011

In need of a smile :-)

Not the best evening today, so needed a little 'cheer me up' - Leendert Jan Vis makes the cutest, sweetest and funniest cards, gotta love them :-) In times like these I really miss having that one special person you can hide with for a little while...

To those who know who they are - I am thinking of you, I love you xx








Thursday, 19 May 2011

William 'Muse'ing...

Finally went to look for the original of my favorite William Joseph piece... Me likes! Enjoy :-D




Tuesday, 17 May 2011

URB!

Food for thought

We have to learn to be our own best friends because we fall too easily into the trap of being our own worst enemies. ~ Roderick Thorp, Rainbow Drive

If you must love your neighbor as yourself, it is at least as fair to love yourself as your neighbor. ~Nicholas de Chamfort





Only as high as I reach can I grow,
Only as far as I seek can I go,
Only as deep as I look can I see,
Only as much as I dream can I be.
~Karen Ravn

Anyone who ever gave you confidence, you owe them a lot. ~Truman Capote,Breakfast at Tiffany's, 1958, spoken by the character Holly Golightly

People are crying up the rich and variegated plumage of the peacock, and he is himself blushing at the sight of his ugly feet. ~Sa'Di

Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong. ~Peter T. Mcintyre

Success comes in cans, not cant's. ~Author Unknown





Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right. ~Henry Ford

It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes. ~Sally Field

And a very very true one...
Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~Eleanor Roosevelt



Monday, 16 May 2011

How poor we are (Paul Coelho)

One day a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose of showing his son how poor people live.

They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from the trip, the father asked his son, “How was the trip?”
“It was great, Dad”.

“Did you see how poor people live?” the father asked.

“Oh yes”, said the son.
“So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?” asked the father.

The son answered:
“I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
“We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden and they have a creek that has no end.
“We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.

“Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
“We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.

“We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
“We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them.”

The boy’s father was speechless. Then his son added:
“Thanks, Dad for showing me how poor we are.”



Wednesday, 11 May 2011

I don't know how

I don't know how to like you
I don't know how to love you
I don't know how

Your feelings, a maze
in which it is too easy to get lost
Your emotions, a flood
banked, then overflowing
You are lost and cannot find the way home
I want to guide you, help you, love you but
I don't know how

I live with you
I live within you but
I don't know how



Thursday, 5 May 2011

Thank you, Else

I found a little bURSday booklet today that my friend Else from Norway sent me for my birthday.

After having had a tough chat with the shrink this morning, reading through what she wrote gave me another good cry. Some things touched me so deep, that I want to share them here :-)

"If I could give you one thing, I would give you the ability to see yourself as others see you. 
Then you could realise what a truly special person you are."

Same goes for you Else - miss you, love you xx




"Friendship is a language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see."


"Yesterday is a memory
Tomorrow is a mystery
Today is a gift
That's why it's called the present."


"Don't walk in front of me
I may not follow
Don't walk behind me
I may not lead
Just walk beside me
And be my friend"





"If I could catch a rainbow, 
I would do it, just for you,
And, share with you, its beauty, 
on the days you're feeling blue.

If I could build a mountain, 
you could call your very own.
A place to find serenity, 
a place to be alone.

If I could take your troubles, 
and toss them in the sea.
But, all these things, I'm finding, 
are impossible for me.

I cannot build a mountain, 
or catch a rainbow fair;
but, let me be, what I know best,
A Friend, who's always there."





"In order to get where you want to go,
You first have to leave where you are."



Thursday, 28 April 2011

Cheers!



The optimist says the glass is half full.

The pessimist says the glass is half empty.

The project manager says the glass is twice as big as it needs to be.

The school teacher says it's not about whether the glass is half empty or half full, it's whether there is something in the glass at all.

The consultant says let's examine the question, prepare a strategy for an answer, and all for a daily rate of...

The entrepreneur sees the glass as undervalued by half its potential.

The first engineer says the glass is over-designed for the quantity of water.

The Buddhist says don't worry, remember the glass is already broken.

The scientist says a guess based on a visual cue is inaccurate, so mark the glass at the bottom of the meniscus of the content, pour the content into a bigger glass; fill the empty glass with fresh content up to the mark; add the original content back in; if the combined content overflows the lip, the glass was more than half full; if it doesn't reach the top, the glass was more than half empty; if it neither overflows nor fails to reach the top then it was either half-full or half-empty. Now what was the question again?

The Dutchman would suggest to both pay for the glass and share the content. Then tells you he will have the bottom half.

The physician says that the glass is not empty at all - it is half-filled with water and half-filled with air - hence, fully filled on the whole!

The dog just wonders: can he eat the glass or will you throw it so he can bring it back... The cat wonders why the glass is only half full (or empty)... is it a trick... poison perhaps...

The adolescent student says the glass is just another dirty trick played by the teacher to prove that students are dumb.

The psychiatrist would ask you, "Is the half-empty/half-full glass really that important? I mean... really? Think about it. If fact, let's not. Let's set that particular issue aside for a few moments and talk about what's really bothering you.." 

And my glass.... is now empty..... Refill please?


Thursday, 21 April 2011

oneliner (3)

"Being perfect is not in my job description."

Under the Rose - Onder de Roos

What is it, in for example a book or a poem or a movie or a person, that touches us?

Sometimes you read something and even though you don't really understand it, it touches something inside you. It plants itself in your heart and mind,and stays there. Sometimes you meet someone, maybe even for just a minute, an hour, a day, and they touch your life in a way that changes it forever. They change you forever.

This poem touched me the first time I read it, in the book "Ogen van Tijgers (Tigers' eyes)" by Tonke Dragt. It was written by Walter de la Mare and is called Under the Rose (Song of the Wanderer) / Onder de roos (Lied van de Zwerver). I hope you enjoy it and perhaps that it touches you too :)




Nobody, nobody told me
What nobody, nobody knows
But now I know where the rainbow ends
I know where there grows
A Tree, that’s called the Tree of Life
I know where there flows
The river of All-Forgotteness
And where the lotus blows
And I, I’ve trodden the forest
Where, in flames of gold and rose,
To burn and then arise again
The Phoenix goes.

Nobody, nobody told me
What nobody, nobody knows
Hide thy face in a veil of light
Put on thy silver shoes
Thou art the stranger I know best
Thou art the sweet heart, who
Came from the land between Wake and Dream
Cold with the morning dew.





Niemand, niemand heeft mij verteld 
Wat niemand niemand weet,
Maar ik weet nu waar het eind van de Regenboog is, 
Ik weet waar er groeit
Een boom die Boom des Levens heet, 
Ik weet waar er vloeit
De Rivier van de Vergetelheid
En waar de Lotus bloeit
En ik - ik heb het Woud betreden, waar
In vlammen, roze en goud, 
Verbrandend - en herrijzend steeds
De Feniks zich ophoudt.

Niemand, niemand heeft mij verteld
Wat niemand, niemand weet.
Verberg je gezicht in een waas van Licht,
Die met zilver schoeisel treedt - 
Jij bent de Vreemdeling die ik het beste ken, 
Van wie ik het meeste hou.
Je kwam van het Land tussen Waken en Droom, 
Koud van de Morgen-dauw.



Thursday, 14 April 2011

Many to one

"Anyone can achieve their fullest potential. Who we are might be pre-determined but the path we follow is always of our own choosing. We should never allow our fears, or the expectations of others to set the frontiers of our destiny. Your destiny cannot be changed, but it can be challenged.
Every man is born as many men and dies as a single man."
- Timothy McGee, NCIS -

Smile


Everyone smiles in the same language


Wednesday, 13 April 2011

Moving (on)

Last week I got the message that I need to vacate my room August 1st. Moving. Again. I guess in a way it made me think about the (near) future. Again.

I have been making changes and I have changed in these last few months. Some quite obvious changes, some a lot less obvious. But changes anyway. And they have made me like myself better than I did in the past. Like better. Not like. Not yet. But I am definitely getting closer to that moment where you look in the mirror and think: Yeah, I like you!

The hardest things?
Separating who I am and what I do. Realising that when I do something wrong, it does not make me a bad person. Or less likable. Which rationally is completely logical, but emotionally not so much...
Recognizing my limits. Not in what I can or cannot do, but in what I do or do not want. Learning to say no, and know that it does not make me a lesser person or less likable...
Being okay with yesterday, with last week, with last month, with last year. I cannot change what happened. I cannot undo the past. It's not in my job description. Accept. Do not regret. Learn, and live for today and tomorrow.
And let go. Forgive others, but more important, forgive myself. Move on.

So yeah, I am going through my boxes. Boxes of things and boxes of past. Emptying out. Keeping the good stuff. Remembering the good memories. Giving away what I do not need anymore. Letting go of what was.

Moving. On.